Artist Feels 'Empowered' Only by Dressing Up Like a 'Living Doll'

Published December 12th, 2018 - 02:21 GMT
(Daily Mail)
(Daily Mail)

An artist who has been dressing as a 'living doll' for three years says it helps her feel 'empowered'.

Fifi, who goes by the name of Fifi Doll, said her outfits and wigs mean she can present herself to society as 'the most perfect idea of myself'.

She explained how she began dressing as a doll after becoming connected to the dolls she uses in her art.

Fifi, who is in her 20s and based in London, admitted that not everyone agrees with her look, but says her friends support her.

Explaining her decision to dress as a doll, Fifi said: 'Living as a doll is not about acting like a doll, it's just in how I dress.

'This is how I'm deciding to present myself to society – to become the most perfect idea of myself.'

She continued: 'The empowerment I feel from dressing this way comes from a real understanding of how my soul possesses my body.'

Fifi always tries to incorporate her doll-style into her outfits, drawing inspiration from the antique look of lace, chiffon and soft fabrics.

'I would say 99.99 percent of my wardrobe is pink and it is definitely my favourite colour – my happiest colour,' she said.

'I always believe it's best to surround yourself by things that make you happy and pink has always made me happy, so if I get something, I will get it in pink,' she added.

Despite gaining confidence from her art and her style, Fifi acknowledges that some people don't agree with her look.

However, the only thing that really bothers her is when people take photos without permission.'

'It is an invasion of my privacy and they then have something that doesn't belong to them,' Fifi explained.

The artist said her friends are supportive of her decision to dress as a doll, explaining how they enjoy spending time dressing up together and going to fashion-based festivals.

'The Japanese fashion community in London is great. I have made so many friends through that, through dressing up in Japanese street fashion style,' she said.

'My friends have always been very accepting of my doll look – I have been inspired by incorporating my look into my friends, it's so amazing to me how wonderful they have all been.

'It's really exciting to see other dolls and how they interpret their style.'

Two of Fifi's best friends, TonTon and Chi, credit Fifi for influencing their own style when it comes to dressing up as dolls.

'Fifi has definitely influenced me so much, I never used to do the girly side of fashion but I definitely wear more pink now because of her – I never used to own anything pink,' Chi said.

When it comes to her look, Fifi draws inspiration from ball-jointed dolls, as anyone of any shape can enjoy the look.

'Ball-jointed dolls come in so many sculpts, so I can imagine myself as one very easily, even if am not in proportion. I feel that being a doll is for everyone.'

Fifi said she feels connected to the dolls in her artwork, and just one piece can take up to an entire day to finish.

'I get inspired by the dolls in my artwork, when I paint them it's like a collaboration to discover their character — I like to give them dramatic expressions.

'I enjoy seeing how much life they are able to portray, even if they are sewn in half and stuck to a canvas.'

Despite feeling confident in her look, Fifi doesn't know what the future holds in terms of her dressing as a living doll.

'I won't put a time limit on it, before I have gone for alien looks. This has been a journey of my creativity,' she said.

'I will never put a block on my style. I just want to keep exploring,' Fifi said.

However, for now at least, Fifi plans on continuing her living doll identity, explaining: 'I have never been as happy as I am now, so I feel like I will be in pink for a long time.'

This article has been adapted from its original source.

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